Hard-Boiled Wonderland

And the End of the World
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Schoolboy Q

—Hands On The Wheel (feat. A$ap Rocky)

Schoolboy Q ft. A$AP Rocky - Hands on the Wheel

Need to make some insomniac friends, who like to drink into the early hours of the morning.

turn it off

i cant sleep feeling like this…

it’s like everything is just bringing me down and down and down, further and further into this pit of…

i cant even find where the road begins or ends.  if there even is a beginning or and end.  i wouldnt know there is no shining light to guide me.  

Handsome Furs - I’m Confused

Handsome Furs - I’m Confused

Active Child - Hanging On

Active Child - Hanging On

Active Child - Hanging On

Active Child - Hanging On

there’s only 1 thing i have found that can literally cure my insomnia.  GOD DAMNIT, i’ll never sleep; like really sleep, again.

for the past couple of nights i’ve had the weirdest fairly vivid dreams and they’re driving me crazy.  i feel like i’m in a corner of a boxing ring and these thoughts/memories just keep pounding into my skull.  i’m going blind from the pain.

my alcoholic tendencies have increased like 10-fold, which i thought would make me tired but in truth only make me more internally depressed.  now dont get me wrong i do feel tired…i just cant sleep.  

i miss the friend/companion i had.  the…

you know what Fuck it, i dont even care if she reads this anymore.  cuz even if she did care at all she would have given me some sort of indication besides the lamest birthday wish i think i’ve gotten ever, which was 2 weeks ago.  ugh

im finding that my eyes are heavy so im off to dream world, where maybe i can be somebody’s hero!