February 2012
32 posts
Christening
I have begun to christen my new apartment. Yes it’s only 2am but you gotta start somewhere.
Waiting for my Saturday to actually start though. First I will begin by moving all my larger furniture, such as bed and couch. Then preparing dinner for me and a lady friend. Hope everything goes as planned this time. ;p
People who...
Actually give things up for Lent. Never follow through.
i’d wake up early everyday just to see her at work
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If you're wondering...
No day is a good day.
There's nothing I love more than...
My family, especially Ava my niece. She gave me a goldfish and now I remember how much I love goldfish too.
It’s amazing how small a thing can make you lose an appetite.
Reblog if you struggle with depression, or an...
I hate everyone.
It must be me.
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clear-headed
the only time i have a clear head is when i’m in the gym. i get 1-1.5 hrs of free time in my head. i dont think about anything except the music and the weight.
and as i sit here my mind is clouded with memories, regrets, hopes, and fighting urges.
sleeping gets worse…esp lately, i’ve been having very vivid dreams. i literally woke up sweating this morning cuz i was sweating...
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January 2012
29 posts
Letting Go..
Hardest thing I’m trying to do.
Someone told me that one reason I can’t sleep could be because I’m depressed. Now at this moment I don’t think I’m depressed, I just can’t seem to find a reason to actually sleep. I’m not doing anything productive in these 6-8 hours between work and my next day, which is sad to say the least.
This week, however, I am...
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Schoolboy Q ft. A$AP Rocky - Hands on the Wheel
idk how to sleep
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Need to make some insomniac friends, who like to drink into the early hours of the morning.
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turn it off
i cant sleep feeling like this…
it’s like everything is just bringing me down and down and down, further and further into this pit of…
i cant even find where the road begins or ends. if there even is a beginning or and end. i wouldnt know there is no shining light to guide me.
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there’s only 1 thing i have found that can literally cure my insomnia. GOD DAMNIT, i’ll never sleep; like really sleep, again.
for the past couple of nights i’ve had the weirdest fairly vivid dreams and they’re driving me crazy. i feel like i’m in a corner of a boxing ring and these thoughts/memories just keep pounding into my skull. i’m going blind from the...
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watch me be that guy!
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